Chasing the tiara

It is time again

Mirror, mirror on the wall, who is the ....... ?"
Am I beautiful ? I doubt

But I have so much to give, and as any classical "beauty" I wish World Peace /smile

Mr.Gay Norway - done, what great fun and experience it was
Mr.Gay Europe - done, Challenge Winner and top 12 finalist
Mr.Gay Baltics - done, 3rd place

and now the biggest tiara of all is waiting
From 9th - 14th March Mr.Gay world will take place in Manila, Philippines. I am so proud that I can be part of it.

I know there are more f**kable guys in Estonia who could represent Estonia. But they choose me. I am trying to do my best :). I dont have The Situation´s perfect six-pack or Sean O´Pry God-like look or Justin Bieber´s hair..... It doesn´t make me any worse as they are, cos its more than just a beauty contest.

All my life now is like any typical Hollywood actor´s or actress´es life. To get amazing shape as fast as possible - 2 months in gym under professional trainer. Have some kind of Jennifer-Nicole-Paris-Sandra-Julia diet. Control every step ans statement I do in public. Hide all the secrets from past ( ain´t no closet big enough for them ).....And I am good to go

All the guys are out ( they are OUT ) on the web, and voting can start. Look for your eye-candy

Lindsay as Idol

I thought that I and Lindsay were done.

Lindsay went to rehab, came out, did something bad, went back, got some headlines in www.perezhilton.com and now she is out. She even lost a movie deal but she is back. Better than ever - doubt but everyone loves her........ She got a car, someone gave her some jewelery and so on. She actually looked nice on some pics !!!!!

My idol is back. So I will follow her. Not to Betty Ford. I can handle my alcohol issues, or if not, I ask my father to step in and "kill" it for me.

So me versus Lindsay vol 2.

step 1.
* Lindsay went back to rehab
* I went back to Tallinn

step 2.
* probably she met Colin, Britney and Tara in Betty Ford
* I met all my past ( ex boyfriends not included )

step 3.
* parents are worried about her if she making home and meet them
* I am worried about my parents if I make it home to see them

step 4.
new year resolutions
* she will stay sober (LOL) and trying to start become serious . put her ACT together
* I try the same thing and be serious - to do best at Mr.Gay World 2011 at Manila

step 5.
* she ends up in the news
* SO DO I !!!!

step 6.
* people wont take her seriously
* and so they feel same about me

IN THE END
if my idol Lindsay will take her ACTing together and will shine and rise at 2011 then I try to do the same when I represent Estonia at Mr.Gay World in Manila

Unustatud star

Mis toimub ?

Palun andke mulle rahusteid. Olen täitsa hullumas. Alles see oli, kui oli ilus, kena ja tore; päike säras sama kirkalt kui diskopall Hollywoodi laes; lumi oli valgem kui BonBoni wc sisse tõmmatud kokaiin.... Tahan selgitust !!!

Farmi saade oli 300 aastat tagasi. Ja see endaarvates "atraktiivne" Gabriel on ikka kuulus veel. Meeleheitel tüdrukud ja mõned kibestunud gayd on hullumas, kui ta laval oma H&M maika seljast viskab ning näitab välja veninud lihaseid. Ja lisaks sellele saab ta veel uudis-nupu Elu24 ja Õhtulehe onlines. Lisaks selleke kõik muud Lifti-Lembitud ja Trammi-Tiiad figureerivad samadel lehekülgedel.

Ma käisin kinos koos Kaiaga. Meid kutsus edukate naiste ajakiri "Buduaar". Film polnud üldse hea ja valu sai alla loputatud Apple Martinidega Lounge 8´s hiljem Cosmopolitani peol. Meist tehti pilti, saime goodie-bagid, mille sisu ma kõik ära andsin. Ja siis mõned päevad hiljem hakkasin ennast taas googeldama ( nagu ma ikka tavaliselt teen 4 korda päevas ). Leidsin sellest kino "elamusest" artikli, pildi leidsin ka........aga siis kui lugema hakkasin artiklit - süda jäi seisma. Kuulsatest inimestest oli kohal:........kõik olid ära mainitud, mina AGA MITTE.

Kas ma ei olegi enam kuulus ??? Kuidas Farmi Gabriel saab oma pelmeenidega üle päeva ELu24s figureerida ja mina käin korra aastas ( enda arvetes olin viisakas ) üritusel ega ületa uudistekünnist !!!!

Ma pean uuesti fame-whorima hakkama. Ja ma tean, kuidas seda teha. Ma tahan tagasi pressi, et minust mingi loll lugu tehakse ja siis kõik teised saaksid võimalikult halbu kommentaare kirjutada.

I´ll be back