DNA

My friend wikipedia has very long and interesting explanation... with all the symbols and so on... It was complicated for sunday evening...I am not going to put it out here, I may lose all my readers then ...

DNA – first thing what comes to my mind is this tv-show what has two spin-off as well... CSI. Every time there is a crime they will look for hair samples, sperm, blood and so on to get dna and then find a killer/raper/shooter and so on...

DNA – second thought is the gay magazine. Love the people who work there and I have been honored to meet... I think there is even article where my name is mentioned

Some people say that alcoholism and other bad stuff comes with genes... There are ( I mean in internet and in that place where we have lots of books ) lots of theories about this as well.. I dont belive that... We all can control our behaviour.... And then there is the rumor that homosexual have the gay gene...

I don´t know if it´s true or not, but I know that, I have a small gay gene... Thanks to that gene I can say that I have all the qualities what every gay has

* obsession about perfect six-pack
* men
* shiny disco-ball
* word "fabulous"
* very open-minded
* shoes and fashion
* everything shiny and bubbly
* divas - from Judy to Gaga ( includes Cher, Madonna, Marilun, Diana and so on )
* and other good and bad sides what makes other people love or hate us

So, if CSI next time have a „fashion-disco-diva crime, then they should start looking for this gene

Under influence part 2

just read the part 1 and then continue with that

Actually I don´t drink coffee... Not my kind of tea .... And the date who looked handsome while I opened my eyes, turned to be someone´s else boyfriend... So my longest relationship so far – 7 hours and 35.min... I was already plan our future together....

It was just a crush, and I was blinded by that....

Like me- under influence people don´t control themselves and their behaviour ( otherwise I haven´t had happy thoughst and long plans for my coffee-boy)... The end result that someone gets hurt, yourself get hurt......... or in the morning the regret is so big if you see all the text message and call you have made....... or the worst case you end up with broken face and black eye....

No matter what goes on, please control your behaviour.... Even stars have to pay price for bad behavior....

Dear Naomi ( the mobile phone ), Lindsay ( anykind of drinking ) and so on.... Please behave...

Busy

Dear reader(s)

I am just very busy at work and I don´t have so much time to put everything on the paper now.... I have lots of ideas and thoughts what must be said out.... but everything is on hold....

Under influence part 1

Morning....time is 14.12 (ok, its actually lunch) My phone rings, I can´t make it, cos its not next to me as it always is.. But I am up(ish) almost..

First look at the room – and all these thoughts coming to my head:
** OMG, I have so much to clean up
** where is my phone
** who´s underwear is that
** am I home
** oh SxxT


Rewind back to last night...... no memories at all, except the stamp(s) from the club(s) I visted and pocket full of checks.. Oh, I spent a lot.... What was going on.... ??? absolutely nothing as always. I was drunk and just under the influence of this poison.... (wait.... the „not my underwear" walks in.......cute and brings coffee )

Under influence we do many things... most of the time we regret what we did a lot, but after that cup of coffee I may re-think..... But still if I look to my past (the same way I try to remember what happend on Club HollyBonStereoTeaterKapp) there has been some things what would be great to point out as BAD things to do under influence of alcohol, drug, love or hate and so on.......
To be continued...........

My future ex-boyfriend and coffee....

But I will enjoy my coffee now....and write later when I am home

Language

Oh, I am good at many things ( Like Justin Tim – he sings, acts, dances and even has own fashion-line)... But I swallow my bitter ego and dont start write about everything I am good at.... way too many pages it will be....

But what smart people very much adore ( even less smarter people value ) is skill of talking different languages. And there are so many languages in the world.....

If I do my CV ( what happens almost every week... My updates are so important, and I want to write down all my skills, cos I want to show how GOOD I am ), there is always a point where languages come up.... All these company staff-managers can find from my very skillful CV are: Estonian, Russian, English.... But if I wanna spice up my CV ( like every normal homosexual gay goes over-board with stuff ) I could add German, Norwegian, Swedish and Finnish.... yeah, I know hoe to speak them ( a little actually ) but still...

Analyzing them all
estonian – I was born this way
russian – This used to be my playground
english – These boots are made for walking
german – I will survive
finnish – We are family
norwegian - The Best Is Yet To Come
swedish* ( just came with norwegian and swedish co-workers) - Ain't That A Kick In The Head


I think their bodies says everything..........

BUT THE MOST IMPORTANT is
Body language – and here is only 3 words „Simply the Best“

Oh, with that language I have got into so many troubles but also ended in heaven ( actually just a hotel room in top of the hotel. Like every another gold-digger / wanna-be model, dancer, singer ).

I am true to my roots

In the end it doesn´t matter what kind of language you speak, as long as you can find help and make yourself understandable !!!! What do you speak and how ?