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Minu blogi on taas eestikeelne ( niikuinii see ei mõjuta mu lugejate arvu - neid on siiani 1 ) ja rahvusevahelisel turul on wanna-be´de vahel tihe rabamine ning kellelegi ei ole aega teiste jaoks......


Oi aegu ammuseid....

Ma pole ammu nii kaua jaksanud peol olla ilma, et kellelegi midagi halvasti ütleks igavusest või siis lihtsalt korraldaks mingi tobeda pede-draama ja siis südamerahus minema jalutaks.......

vaevalt see nüüd mingi külge kasvanud elutarkus on, aga reedene pidu oli üks meeldiv trall... Kindlasti oli ka ebameeldivaid seiku sel ööl ( sama mis nendel noortel wanna-be holliwoodi tegelastel, kes karjääri alguses on nõus kõike näitama ja siis kahetsema ), aga nendest tuleb üle olla ja siis järgmisel päeval Facebookis või Twitteris ignoreerida nagu tüütut ex-boyfriendi...

Enda edevuseks võiks siis ära mainida, kus käidud sai Gloria Veinikelder - Kapp - Deja Vu - BonBon - Teater - Homme - X - Kapp - X - G Punkt - üks koht, mille nime ei sooviks mainida - Vabandust. See väike trall ei kestnud reede vastu esmaspäeva. Sain veidi lühema ajaga hakkama.

Ja kõige parem oli kohata kõiki toredaid sõpru, keda polnud ammu näinud. Isegi mõned uued uued tutvused tekkisid ka ( ja nendega saab isegi Facebookis suheldud )

Sandra Bullock

I am Sandra Bullock !!

At least we have the same title ( okay, she got the Miss and I have to deal with Mister ), but we are both Mr. and Ms. Congeniality.

So Mr.Gay World is behind, I didn´t get my tiara....But its not important. We all are winners ( sounds like Miss World Venezuela speech ). Some got titles, some not, but we are all role-models in our countries... And if even one person will step in our footsteps - then we cab be proud

This week was amazing ( can´t put into words )......hard that it is over. I have 23 new friends plus even more people in my facebook now. They are all great personalities and I will remember forever.... They made me smile and I know that I made them smile.....

And then they made me cry ( not in bad way ) There was waterworks when all 23 delegates decided that I have been their best friend all this time and gave the title.... Oh..... This the best moment in my life :)

You can video from here
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S8AYmZ7Wcdg

mr.Gay Philippines 2009 Wilbert Tolentino gave the award

I am happy

I got "TALENT"

In every sexually confused boy´s life there is a point where he have to decide who he wants to become and how he should do it or with help through beds and being "nice" !
And usually the wishes for future profession are glam - singer,dancer, choreographer, model, designer.... All the A/B- list stuff to get in to magazine and to become "friend" with other Real Stars and Wanna-bes

And I am very proud and lucky to say - I have done them all ( in very Z-list way ).. so I have some tips to give out to new beginners of new age social-life wanna-bes... I am not going to share my beauty tips in public.... just a flashback from my "Fabulous" choices.....

Small re-cap......

*model*
inspiration then - Gisele, Carmen, Naomi !! Just didn´t know other models
Oh my god, these posing hours in front of the mirror......I have being part several high-school fashion show. Done totally 10 show with 4 years and one 2 titles as best male model..... Even wanted to sign with agency, went with my camp-pictures and that´s all... I was serious then about modeling... I even offered myself for SuperNova fashion show !!! OMG !!! and those extremely BAD and awful gayish walks in gay-clubs to make a mark " I can work it !"
result - still love great catwalk and amazing shows to watch, but would never say No if there will be offer !!!

*designer*
inspiration then - Aldo Järvsoo and Gerly Tinn
I thought I was bigger then any Milan or Paris designer.... I had such "brilliant" and "gorgeous" haute couture plans. I was the next best thing after Karl Lagerfeld. And only good argument about my fashion skills is that I am gay !!!!
So every show I took part I just took my "second-hand" stuff made some cuts or just put the worst ideas together......It even worked 1 time. Teacher said that my idea was way to extreme and not proper fro high-school fashion show ! See, I proved my point, my ideas were way future than high-school
result - love good fashion shows every year ( to look from internet ). And just TRYING to look of my best

*actor*
inspiration then - all the cute teenager tv-show boys who were hot on the time I was sexually lost.

I HAVE BEEN ALWAYS INTO GOOD DRAMA. Now I Know why people call me drama-queen!!

Which wanna-be doesn´t love the spot-light. I was always acting-out in school.....people had a blast seeing that. All those SO IMPORTANT MUST GO school events where was some "acting" to do.... I always started 4 months before it - just to be perfect and look like not over-acted..... Sometimes it even worked, got some trophies. And I had to show my acting-skills on 2 years in row in national TV in those cute school competition shows... Fab... so young and already in TV...
Big breakthrough was I was titled as best male-actor in 1998 in Hobby Theater festival in some small local culture club!! And the award goes -to me ! And award was 2 kg of grill-wieners :)...
And of course these movies - "Jan Uuspõld läheb Tartusse" with actual lines !!!! and never-released movie where Eric Roberts was playing and I had a scene also.
result - acting out still on people where I need some drama and those funny drag-shows !!!And still obsessed about cute teenage tv-show hot cuties

*singer*
inspiration then - cool boy bands and they shirtless bodies
I CANT SING !!! Thank you teacher to makes this clear to me. I went to 1 competition, sang about fishes and their legs. Lost and last place... Even in the karaoke bar i never put this thing close to my mouth
result - lip-singing while performing as a drag-queen

*dancer slash choreographer*
inspiration* - didn´t had. Just loved disco - still do ( 50 years later )
I think I can dance ( better then some straight guy.
All these discos, and then house(music)parties. All those rehearsals in front of the mirror after Madonna "Vogue" video. And ball-room dance classes and folk-dance for a year - I felt almost like professional and was ready to pass it forward.
Most of this gayish fab period come to me very late. When I was almost gay I tried to dance in local clubs as go-go ( but for others it was a freak-show ). And God knows that gay people love stage - and there was no empty moment on the stage when I was in club... People were tortured to see my SKILLS.
And then drag-queens came to my life. I have direct all my shows with small help and done some real dancing.Great moments what has bring a real joy and fun to that !
result - i still love disco. Viva forever "I will survive" and Cher "Believe"

So, I am talented. why no-one hasn´t booked me yet !!!