2 years

There was nothing on TV, I have seen all the Kardashian family adventures on Discovery WildLife Channel, and everything else in replay.... And its not Monday, so I could watch Dallas 2.0...

Don´t feel writing much. Just the house-music is so good and dont want to close it for the bed. So I had to come up with something... So I decided to make a "The Most & Best" list... If I say it out normal way - I was curios to see how popular my blog is and what is most read...

And it was surprise...

Nr.1
***Is it a joke - Apr 1, 2012 - 1791 hits***
It was my way back to blogging when I found out that my friends read my blog... But I used very big names in this blog... Of course... everyone googled Rihanna and ended up here... As long as the noticed me :)

Nr. 2
***Mr.Gay World 2012 - Apr 10, 2012 - 338 hits***
Totally understandable. It was good event and we have a new amazing role-model to look up. Ah, good time for advertise - Mr.Gay Europe 2012 in Rome in August. Stay tuned

Nr.3
***A true fairytale - Feb 3, 2012 - 162 hits***
Who doesn´t love a happy ending or a Hollywood KateHudsKatHeigl movie life. We all do. But less women in my version

Nr.4
***Dear Secret Diary - Apr 3, 2012 - 158***
Again got confused with Vampire Diaries. But this TV show is also about cute guys, "meaningful" points about life and love and sort of good music... My diary is also like that.

Nr.5
***Unustatud star - Dec 21, 2010 - 115***
I was surprised that my native language blog entarnce made it to this top 5. But we all start from somewhere... Maybe some other wanna-bes were looking for motivation

So I will continue writing. Not regulary... I do have a life :)
Thank you to my all readers (16th July 2010 - 19th July 2012 - total 4697)

Underwear

3.00 o´clock at Friday night. I have just finished my 5th Apple Martini (but I was cheap and had some Martini Asti at home as an excuse - I drank champagne tonight ) and almost everyone in club looks already handsome... My drunk eyes stops on guy.. From 1 to 10 (remember I have had 5 apple martinis + this bubbly what people in public transport call champagne) he is a good 7... Ahh, I am too shy...

"Barman, I need 2 shots"... Damn, already have to use my credit card, cos I have to keep my last 5 euros for taxi... So now its already 3.45, I have done some desperate moves from guys level 10 and got rejected like miss Lohan from Hollywood... Ahh, I walk home - another shot... So, 6 min later, my 7 is a good 8 and he smiles to me....Gay panic.... Quickly to toilet, shit - I just look like Gaga without make-up... This 7slash8 guy says:"hi"... In my mind already I see us in couple counseling and choosing a baby name in Thai restaurant...

After some Madonna, Rihanna, Eurovision songs and 4.75 eur ride with taxi and crap food. We land at my place.. I use the night light.. I try to keep him in my home as much as possible, cos anyway he will sneak out next morning when I have become a MISTAKE to him.

****Everyone under 18, please stop here****

After several seconds...So only what to take off is these cheap jeans... Belt is off, a little bit kissing and giggling, zipper, more kissing... Jeans are off. OMG - the ugliest underwear ever.. Even the shots wont help...A fast excuse - I dont have a condom and mom comes in the morning... My 7slash8-5 apple martinis-3 shots guy goes...

(reading for everyone again)
Next morning
After Fanta and pizza (not sponosored statments) I feel better, but not my credit card.. I go to my closet (where I came out 8 years ago during the Kelis Milkshake song) I started to look what kind of underwear I have and also can admit in public.... Not much, I have still some pair since my mom bought me clothes.... So like 15 years ago... Am I still same size (size doesnt matter)? OMG... Does it means no dating anymore or just sex in the dark or in sauna (ahhh, too much adult talking... 18+ only again).. Where I can wear and what...?

Inspection starts (its my personal opinion - you can´t sue me for that)
Any of the items on photos aren´t really mine !!! REALLY NOT !!!
1.Admit level - I need a 7 tequila shot and black out for admiting this - I have 4 pairs of classical tightie-whities ( in my case weird color)

result - * During the work days in case I dont go gym and noone ever sees me, I can pull this off - it hurts so much to say it out... Please no need to judge !!! Begging


2.Admit level - people may laugh over this, but still 1 tequila helps - I have 3 pairs of classical boxers.

result - * During the work and then at home, when I am alone and single (so it means rest of my life)


3.Admit level - Yes, I did it.. It was purely work.. Damn, glass of Chablis, please, 1 pair of thongs

result - * I am victim of my vanity and I used to be a wanna-be dancer in my shows. Needed to create a fantasy for men.. about nudity under my costumes


4.Admit level - I can even show the check, that I bought them myself. 2 pairs of long johns

result - *its cold during the winter. I have to protect my precious... And once in a year I go to ski and it keeps me warm

***
Hangover kicks in... But I am not done.. A shower and another slice of pizza.. And now I am even able to drink cider...
***

And finally after lots of shocking moments in my closet, I decided to get rid off some shameful moments from my past.. Some of the underwears have to go. In the same trash bag is also this guy´s number what he wrote. But I knew there is something waiting for me...

The final
Admit Level - I am proud to have it. And even to show it (in Amsterdam underwear party) - I have a lot of it

result - *My Aussie Bum :)- I love the quality and how sexy these are... It almost makes me feel attractive. I can wear them everywhere and not feel bad. Love it !!!!

result - *and my Bonewear swimwear from MGW.. I have exactly same pants like on the pic.. So low cut... Lots of space for fantasies and a lots of work for man-scaping. Very gay !!! (Its not me on the pic...)


So, no more hangover...There is still hope for more dates (in my case never more than 1 with same guy)... Again shower, man-scaped, gel in the hair, my fake Armani t-shirt from Asia and HM jeans - another disco night is waiting for me... And to avoid akward moments I use my Aussie tonight as my mental supporting friend I can lean on...

And its true - its important how you look inside (translate - good and sexy underwear), and not outside !!!

Paris vs Milan

fashion week S/S 2013

Until the straight men watched football and their wives were crying eyes out in the kitchen because they missed another episode of "Bold and the Beautiful" for soccer, all the glammy shiny people and fashionistas were watching men and judged also (only clothes actually - but I think there were some men who watched that fashion a little bit differently)

*If I have straight readers then Spain is Euro 2012 Soccer champion and won over Italy with huge 4-0 score.. Game was sort of okay..*

But in the same time Italy kicked ass over France during the fashion week... Its a personal opinion - so I am so allowed to say it and be fierce in the same time.. After several hours watching the shows (no need to be jealous, just based on style.com and Tim Blanks) I am ready to bring out my best of the best the way I see it... But maybe one day I make it there... As Burberry shiny pink coat says.... literally - THINK PINK

***WHITE WEDDING***
I always dreamed that I will walk the straight line (not with police help or in the queue of gay club) towards my future.. I used to think it will be in Vera Wang or some another unique dress from Walmart. But now I have made my mind after looking around.. I love the white and outfits just looks amazing, so I am ready to say "I DO or I love you(r money)" I dont have so many fabulous words as the true editors have when they see something they like...

***BOYS BOYS BOYS***
as I said before or like Boobzilla Sabrina sings "boys boys boys", some people watched show with a little twist... I also had a twist.. A gay one... Every season I look around and obsess about great bodies, and if little bit fashion comes with that, fine by me... But less is more and always has been... So even if I dont have amazing six pack as accessory, I could work just clothes (at least I hope I could do it). Summer will be sexy next year...

***ALL TIED UP***
bondage, ties, leather, skin, bodies or anything else what makes as feel .....5 > 4 > 3 > 2 > 1... Let the unraited adult movie starts or a fetish theme party somewhere in Berlin or in Amsterdam....So boys, choose your outfit from the best (maybe they find the inspiration for the outfits also from these clubs)

***NO COMMENTS***
Some designers think outside of the box and sometimes this line is way too far... (so far that from the distance people may think I look beautiful). But every time during the moda-week, fashion houses cross it... I dont know when to wear these outfits but I they have been created there has to be reason to wear them (maybe even only at home)... From bobby-soxs to washing-powder.... from flower-silk to lamp-covers... I actually think (and hope) that they have very meaningful value and purpose

So where and when to wear this ??

***SIMPLY THE BEST***

A true creme de la creme walk the runways during the fashion week...

and among them Estonian sensation Sander Kink


MY WISHLIST
I want these TOPMAN shoes... Just want. I even dont know how to wear it.. Wanna !!!!

Everything from Balmain collection. It was amazing. Truly loved it. And as being cheap, there are actually ways to copy ideas in cheaper way. Mind-blowing collection

Who is that model ? He looked HOT in every item he wore in every show he walked. Obsession may start. Here he is in Pringle of Scotland

So here you have something or about someone to think about
Until next season.