Front Row

I like fashion...... but more I like models......
everyday there is models.com and style.com on my laptop to see what is going on in the world where I dream to be but just doesn´t work out cos I am not so big wanna-be yet.

I am not a big fashionista. I dont have VIP invite to Fendi show or to its after-party that I could have 3some later with Karl and Baptiste. Actually i dont have any invites at all to any show....how sad is that :)

Great fashion moments has been SuperNova fashion shows and some ERKI shows. And of course when Deluxe was important - then all shows on Tallinn Fashion Week a first row seat. This is all my live fashion moments.......but I didn´t end up in any review or social-life pages. I pushed myself next to more famous people while paparazzies where taken pics but I was cut out.

But thanks to hot nerd who invented internet I have a great pleasure to see almost some shows. Loved spring/summer 2011 Prada, Emilio Pucci and Miu Miu shows.Familiar faces, great music and extremely over-priced outfits...

Soon starts autumn/ winter 2011-2012 fashion week. New York, London, Milan & Paris. I will be there in online and giving my silent opinion how cool / or bad it is. My opinion matters cos I "know" fashion cos once I seated front row..

Chasing the tiara

It is time again

Mirror, mirror on the wall, who is the ....... ?"
Am I beautiful ? I doubt

But I have so much to give, and as any classical "beauty" I wish World Peace /smile

Mr.Gay Norway - done, what great fun and experience it was
Mr.Gay Europe - done, Challenge Winner and top 12 finalist
Mr.Gay Baltics - done, 3rd place

and now the biggest tiara of all is waiting
From 9th - 14th March Mr.Gay world will take place in Manila, Philippines. I am so proud that I can be part of it.

I know there are more f**kable guys in Estonia who could represent Estonia. But they choose me. I am trying to do my best :). I dont have The Situation´s perfect six-pack or Sean O´Pry God-like look or Justin Bieber´s hair..... It doesn´t make me any worse as they are, cos its more than just a beauty contest.

All my life now is like any typical Hollywood actor´s or actress´es life. To get amazing shape as fast as possible - 2 months in gym under professional trainer. Have some kind of Jennifer-Nicole-Paris-Sandra-Julia diet. Control every step ans statement I do in public. Hide all the secrets from past ( ain´t no closet big enough for them ).....And I am good to go

All the guys are out ( they are OUT ) on the web, and voting can start. Look for your eye-candy

Lindsay as Idol

I thought that I and Lindsay were done.

Lindsay went to rehab, came out, did something bad, went back, got some headlines in www.perezhilton.com and now she is out. She even lost a movie deal but she is back. Better than ever - doubt but everyone loves her........ She got a car, someone gave her some jewelery and so on. She actually looked nice on some pics !!!!!

My idol is back. So I will follow her. Not to Betty Ford. I can handle my alcohol issues, or if not, I ask my father to step in and "kill" it for me.

So me versus Lindsay vol 2.

step 1.
* Lindsay went back to rehab
* I went back to Tallinn

step 2.
* probably she met Colin, Britney and Tara in Betty Ford
* I met all my past ( ex boyfriends not included )

step 3.
* parents are worried about her if she making home and meet them
* I am worried about my parents if I make it home to see them

step 4.
new year resolutions
* she will stay sober (LOL) and trying to start become serious . put her ACT together
* I try the same thing and be serious - to do best at Mr.Gay World 2011 at Manila

step 5.
* she ends up in the news
* SO DO I !!!!

step 6.
* people wont take her seriously
* and so they feel same about me

IN THE END
if my idol Lindsay will take her ACTing together and will shine and rise at 2011 then I try to do the same when I represent Estonia at Mr.Gay World in Manila