WINNERS !!!

Wow, time goes by so fast... So sad that the Hunger Games movie don´t..
Christmas is almost here, my luggage is packed... And before I will go for my holiday I will give out 2nd Annual Wanna Be awards

AND THE WINNERS ARE:

* Most memorable vacation trip: New York

I went back... It was even better and crazier than first time (and who said that sequels never beat the original)

 

* Best celebrity moment : Natalie Cole / Aziza Miller / Tooji

All these 3 people. Why ??? Really ??? Come on, I am star wanna-be fame whore... I love celebrities... Meeting them was great and they were part of my greatest moments this year

 

 

 

* Best red carpet moment : Vapiano Birthday party

I am fabulous. Just look at me. I am on the red carpet... literally

 

 

* Best Disco / Party - X Baar (Tallinn)

Friends, cheap drinks, lots of gays - hunks, bears, muscle guys, tops and bottoms,  twinks and so on. Rarely as I am at home, I always go there... Fun 100 % every time

 

 

 * Good pillow : Chelsea Savoy Hotel (New York)

Location amazing, price very good, lots of great restaurants all around the corner. Every time I looked out from a window a gay person walked by. Big bed.. A cute guy in reception. Even tea tasted like tea.

 

 

* Best Coctail : Out Lounge (New York)

If Carrie and Samantha would be my besties we would drink cosmopolitan there every day. Cosmo tasted so so good... It was worth every dollar I spend.

* Best Disco Song - (just click on the link) Icona Pop "All Night"

All wrong is turned into good. This song has been most captivating (i actually used dictionary to type the word)

 

 

* Great Obsession - The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills

I just love these ladies... One wrong word and it kicks off... Attitude, fierce, drama. And they have actually real Chanel bags and Manolo shoes...  Oh, am I to crazy if I secretly dream about it to be part of it.

* Norway moment - Beyoncé concert 

I wasn´t a big fan. But now I still don't know Single Ladies choreography. But I try always to dance in front of the mirror. Her concert was mind-blowing (that´s another kind of blowing I like). I have no words to describe the concert. Just AMAZING... After party with great friends later... A night to remember.

* Celebrity Crush : Nick Wechsler

He is more topless in Revenge than any other, his six-pack should have a own story-line there... Cute eyes... Not very over muscled and over-rated

 

 

 

MOMENT OF THE YEAR

Robbie Williams concert in Tallinn

dvd is out soon - believe me, you wanna buy it

 

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This was my year. 

Last weeks of 2013 I will be on my holiday. 

See you next year !!!

Confession

This song helps you to read this chapter. 

Just push play

Its time to confess

So, year is almost over (mmhhh, how many recent chapters almost start with the same statement – uuh, I am so talented) and lots of has happened. Some things have made me proud, for some I feel very shamed... But as Hollywood gives every time a new chance to Lindsay Lohan after another failure and rehab– just because she promises to behave next time... So I hope I will get the same opportunity...

I am not going to rehab, cos my alcohol and bad behaviour is totally under control (I could so totally be a life-coach to someone – read Justin Bieber, Tara Reid and all guests at Betty Ford clinic), but I don't wanna spend my hangover Sunday in church listen how God created man and woman to live happily forever together and drink bad wine later ... I want to start 2014 clean.. So I will confess all my sins and guilty pleasures here what have bothered me since it 1^st January 2013

I AM SORRY....

* I like Miley Cyrus behaviour
* I always break my new year resolutions during first week...
* I don´t get the hype around Jennifer Lawrence.... and even more I am happily sorry that I am not into the Hunger Games movies
* I have seduced and had sex with men who are in relationship

* I think that Perez Hilton is God of pop culture, because he knows everything about everyone and its entertaining to read

* I give new year resolutions every year

* for my love-handles, even after 4 years in the gym

* I love food so much, that I have to pull my stomach in «at spa»

* I don't know lyrics of a new Lady Gaga songs
* I fall asleep always when I am in theatre
* I am obsessed about perfect beach bodies

* my guilty pleasure is still Gossip Girl

* for my drunk behaviour

* I feel sick temptations to be part of The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills

* my friends drive my crazy and I drive them crazy

* I haven´t used and live up to my potential

* I love lifestyle of a star even if my time is over

* I like to check out straight men in the gym and have un-rated fantasies about them

* I have crush for my co-worker

* I will break #noalcohol2014 resolution asap

* I watch sometimes porn

* Drama, drama, drama, drama – can´t live with or without it

* my salmon-millions are wasted and not invested

* all my crazy demons in my head

* I spend to much time playing Angry Birds

* can´t live without the Revenge

* my obsession about my friends and family

* my disco is stuck in Club Angel times

* my best friend is computer and social-media

* dogs, cute puppies and doggy-style are my weaknesses

* I don't like anymore David Beckham´s body cos its has lost its magic

* I love footballers more than football

* I am the way I am

of course there are even more sins, pleasures, guilt, likes what should be written down, but I do have a life and its time to enjoy it

but I am NOT sorry for this

I AM THE WAY I AM