My Blockbuster Movie

We all know how all started, we all know what is going on now in present, but we don´t know how it ends....

But I do !!!!
**this is my shortened version of my movie crdeits

 

And I think there will be a sequal

"El amor y la pasión fatal" episode 3781

In last episode....

* lots of drama went down
* there was 3 breaks for commercials
* a sidekick was topless
* and lots of almost bad acting
* Maria, Juan, Lupita, Carlos, Rudolfo & Carmelita....

After every episode of something from TV3 or Kanal 2 (free commercial for them) I think - "why, why , why.... it is not real and way too much drama". I actually have to admit I love good drama, what is more believable like in "Real Housewives in Beverly Hills" or in my wanna-be life while I am on my holiday.... But surprisngly our lives are very close to soap-opera.. The writers get inspiration from real life of course and earn so much cash what to blow up to their nose later in their new kitchen table...

And honestly - my life have had twists and turns also... Fallen love, fight, prison, drama, tears, laugh, cute doctors, crazy side-kicks, hospital... Uhhh, enough material at least to have a movie made for Lifetime (I need bigger audience, my movie wont work in Estonia... So going to USA market with that)

So this story is real (just shortned version)

After several years living with my mom and seeing my dad, (I have seen Santa-Clause more than dad) I knew that there is no more relatives (read step-brothers or sisters) from my dad side... But after losing my grandparents from my mom side and being inspired by these over dramatic and emotional TV shows "Find my family" I decided to discover everyone from my dad´s side...

PART 1
After 29 years I met first time with my grandmother. And the crazy part is that all this time we both lived in the same time... (actually I left my home town when i was 18 for bigger things, but still I call this town my real home).. We had our moments, we are still in connection....

PART 2
There was rumor and people were telling me that I have a brother from my dad´s side... Never took it seriously, but after bottle of vodka with dad in Christmas Eve the hard truth hit me again... This time I decided not to give up... I found out his name and then I googled, I facebooked, I did research but nothing... I couldn´t find him. (I felt lost like Lindsay Lohan in a liqure store - dont know where to go or what to do, cos the buzz was dying ) And it dies eventually... But one nice cold day I got the request in Facebook... And there he was, my step-brother... I was really really shocked and surprised.. After 31 years
At the beginning it was weird and the connection between us was awkward. we did everything step by step, despite the feeling -"that why should we bound now when we have lived without each-other before" -in the beginning, everything came to real after all this time... Time went by and things changed for better...And after months we actually met in Denver.

I have a new brother. So I am happy. And the best part is that this connection stays !

Life is like soap-opera. Every day is like a new episode... Then my soap have been on the air almost 11650 episodes... And I am the hero in that story !!!

STAR WANNABE vol. 2

I dont have great line to say out loud like Arnie has - "I will be back" or something even tackier. All I can say is - "Here I am again"

My last post was on 7th August... I even dont remember what it was about... Since then I have been on holiday. Ok, I was 4 weeks on holiday and then just came fashion week time from New York to Paris...I was updating my fashion knowledge. And it was fabulous...
I would love to write more but Revenge season 2 starts and I have to see that... So I will do it shortly ( I think that at least 50% movies in land called Hollywood should do the same - cut the movies shorter than they are.... Wait, we have trailers... So usually all good stuff is there and you have seen the movie )

Me as the biggest (not in the size) and brightest Star Wannabe, I spend my vacation in New York..

Here is the small recap from last season (fine, its just a recap from my vacay...) But other my adventures and stories are available in my blog... So before you kill yourself for boredom, give a last chance for yourself and read it.... (hoping to get more new readers)

So here it is in pics (pics are not actually from the trip but people who I met are).. The most glamourus way as possible... I keep the boring stuff for my parents and friends I drink with

***Shopping on 5th Avenue: Armani Exchange, Saks, Abercrombie & Fitch and so on... And made pics in front of Gucci, Prada, Louis Vuitton, Salvatore Ferragamo and so on... Michael Kors also...

*** Had dinner with amazingly glamorous people.. And I know them personally, Their so amazing role-models and fun people to hang out.... Let the pics do the talking

*** Had a kiss and even more from my favorite porn-star. The Charming mister is... (just look at him...) Couldn´t resist. Put 3 pics... And memories what last forever and a 2 gifts... Interested to know... Ask me out, buy me a dinner and I will tell you after 2 bottles of Chablis (what you pay for later)

*** on the night out, what was filled with cute guys, great drinks, amazingly my new favorite gayclub XL... There was a dj playing.. And who was the dj... almost like dream come true... MISS

*** The trip was full great moments, lots of fun, good food and drinks, tears and laughs from Chelsea to Central Park, from all the gay bars to my hotel room, from the streets to corners in toilet area.... I miss my New York

But its already decided. I am going back !!!

But there is more... "Very dramatic very soap-opera moment..."
And all this in next episode (fine, next time I feel like writing)